Pizzagate. Yesterday I was told to never ever mention that phrase again. Actually yelled at, by a pretty close friend (So I thought) who kept also calling me paranoid. It turns out I had said to something to him YEARS AGO about having doubts about the validity of the Camp Winna Rainbow and the Seva foundation's good intentions for children. All these years he held it against me silently. Because he feels protective of his/their/the "culture" at camp winnarainbowand like he knows Seva is doing good work restoring eyesight in women. Or people. Alot of tie dye hippies send thier kids to Wavy every year for the sake of tie dye and juggling. They get the broken family inner city kids for free. But who gets lucky them or the kids? Thats what im wondering. ....My friend getting nasty about the phrase pizzagate in the same breath as defending Seva and the Rex foundation, brought back my memory of why I had doubts at all. Ok I'll try to be brief...I was in the midst of being sued for custody of my child, 7 year old girl by her father who had at that time recently come out as "transgender" woman, a total surprise to me at the time. He was taking me to court on the regular and I was losing for some odd reason (Marin family court most corrupt in the world) anyways...perhaps cause he had the gaypower mojo and lots of money working for him/her. It was pretty weird. In anycase he/She wanted to take our girl to camp winnarainbow. I thought she was too young because he/she was actually working there as a job for Wavy Gravy and wouldn't be with our daughter most of the time. I was against it, and I knew he/She had to be pretty fucking deviant to have fooled me already as much as he had. I felt super creeped out about it. so I went online. My first search off google probaby or maybe ask jeeves was : "camp winnarainbow sucks" because that's how i used to check if there were complaints listed about a company. Well the results were some bad reviews but also lots of sex stuff. Kid porn stuff like boys getting ducked and shit. It freaked me out. It was gay video stuff. I wish I took a screen shot of all the sex video stuff that said camp winnatainbow. I was just tripping when I found that stuff. I flashed back to the 1980s I had been in a car on a long trip listening to kpfa and Wavy Gravy was on the radio talking about Camp winnarainbow for adults, which happens right after the kid camp, but he was talking about it as if it were a great big orgy. I was laughing at the time, being a care free non judgemental small forrest creature that I am, but was remembering in horror when looking at all these porn video ads with camp winnarainbow name....i made copies of those pages by print out and gave them to the court to justify my concerns and questions about Wavy Gravy and him having anything to do with children. I was very worried. After I showed those print outs to the court, my kids dad was fired from winnarainbow but they are all still friends. Wavy and his wife jahanra who used to be Bonnie somebody an actress from twilight zone. Perfect right?. They wrote a letter to me or to the court and me, i dont fucking remember, trying to bad mouth me, they threatened to come after me legally. I can probably find the letter, but I thought, hmmm though doth protest too much, cause I really hadn't done anything but ask questions. But specifically I asked what are all these porn sites that seem related to camp winnarainbow? After that I got back on line searching out their funding or whatever. I'm really not a trained researcher, but I was interested...Seva came up, the Aravind clinic in India...doing good things...for sex workers...It got so weird searching Seva, cause it seemed like the sex worker transgender thing was an agenda, it seemed like sex work counseling was an agenda, and women and girls in poverty too, and the eye clinic. (Organ harvesting had crossed my mind) When I tried to talk about it. People shut me down like the afore mentioned exfriend. That was 2009, later 2011, searching just under my kid's dad's girls name I found a porn site that actually belonged to him/her. He/She was selling porn off the internet, I showed it to deputies who made a report and had investigators investigate especially because they looked like kids in the videos. The report is number 1258 thats all they ever told me after that.The report is confidential and I can't get my hands on it, and it's not illegal to sell porn. So the family court judge bev woods didn't give a shit if he is a fucking porn peddling he/she- who's got the money? That's all Beverley Woods cares about. Anyway just to say... here's this tranny porn sales guy, he's not smart enough to come up with any thing like a website, or any of that shit on his own, and he rolls with these people. They are connected. Culturally.

But now my memory is jarred...AIm sorry and its embarrassing to go this personal but..here I am having had my own child taken completely from me as eventually he/She won in court and he has FULL custody of my daughter and they've (he/She and the smackn illegal court) got themselves a bogus restraining order against me as well for showing up at school to pick up my daughter on the wrong day of the court order. They called me a stalker! Though the police sergeant has written a one page report of the day I came to pick up my kid on rhe wrong day, and that I'm not a stalker. The court writes it's own constitution every day. The tranny with the transgender agenda has admitted to wanting to make me pregnant to get the baby. He/she was helped along and supported in court the whole time and was supported in sweeping my custody thru there (all if it) by Wavy Gravy and wife Jahanra. Who would do That? What else are they capable of for their agenda? The last time I checked it seems all gone off the internet. Everything. Huge doubts remain about the goodness of Wavy Gravy and Camp Winnarainbow and Seva. Their letter to me and behaviour in representing for a sick man who only wanted to strip a mother of her daughter, only makes them more suspicious to me. What do you think?

PS I said "exfriend" because in order to protect his hippie culture this person also had an argument which left me speechless. I have nothing more to say to this person, unless I start screaming. He said pictures of children are/is not abusing children and that sex with children is not as bad as the real violence going on in the world. I dont know why he felt so strongly to talk like that, uncharacteristicly, perhapz because he had a toothache. Still. Not cool. Not even one photo.