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People used to say, "If only he would use his power for good." You are -well, well done and doing. My power level is high but I've never wielded it or decided how to. I've backed off a number of times from using it - the cutoff being is it worth doing jail time or using the missile on a pebble and I always answer no. I've detailed to my enemies what I COULD do to them in exchange for them giving back what's fair and walking away, hands up, with the understanding that I will nuke them if I hear anything further.
I feel like I have a lot of power until it hits the things I care about and then suddenly it evaporates and seems like a single grain of sand on a beach - the things I want to change are too big and are not governable - I don't have the fair and obvious power, but I have power in subterfuge. I have no respect for snipers - I've already been foundationally murdered by a betrayal that took everything I ever was working towards - I didn't want anything anymore.
I'm interested in fighting back, but decades ago, when I realized how much damage I was starting to be capable of, I decided that I had to choose between light and dark. I chose light, even though I have found absolutely no profit in it, and have turned down everything I ever wanted that came with bullshit strings.
So I don't know. I developed a huge academic and building skill set, wiped my life of absolutely anyone I couldn't trust in a life or death situation and I wonder what a benevolent God's point of building it all was if I'm now being called a White ableist Nazi meritocrat.
"I am regularly persecuted and jailed, I just got 3 more months in Chicago this morning... They make announcements in the newspapers, the local sheriff says he's going to arrest me and think of some charges later. I could put out a Duncan Heinz Guide to American Jails! Meanwhile, MLK goes around destroying cities and burning them down and nothing happens to him! They only do it to
anti communists ! The road to the palace leads through the dungeons."
- George Lincoln Rockwell
https://archive.org/details/GeorgeLinco ... 161967.mp3
It's there to be used. It's a lonely life being a National Socialist because you've been awakened to a level few others have, you discover how programmed people are, and how dishonest and hypocritical they can be - most alarming you see the scale of how bad it is. Cutting out every toxic person in your life is the best thing you can do. And call it out when you witness that toxicity, even if it isn't against you. Learn to wield your voice a bit, start small and develop your skill. You will find that people you had no idea were watching will come out on your side, they will follow you.
Truth is like an oasis of water, food bearing plants and trees in a desert of dishonesty and corruption. It's in such high demand that you don't realize how many people crave it but are too afraid of being persecuted for standing out. When they see you fearless and utilizing the voice God gave you, they will become inspired and start to follow suit. Call out the persecution, ask the question of who's in charge creating this atmosphere in the first place.
People are more receptive if instead of outright naming the jews, you focus on the spread of communism and ask who's behind it. As "if X rule applies to us, does it apply to Israel?" and when you run into the inevitable "what does that matter" routine, (often asked by jews, they want to label you an antisemite), ask why they get $38 Billion of our tax money without our having a say in it. I like pointing out the last president to stand up to Israel was JFK.
I found that by doing this, there's other Nazis out there in the real world. They speak in code to side step the political correctness land mines. Then I mention Patrick Little, as a test. If they know him & support him - you know you found an ally. Never neglect the gifts you have. If you don't use it, you lose it.